Return With Honor

Final Email - Leaving Carlsbad

I can't believe I am here. Two short years have come and gone and I am heading home in the morning. There are a lot of emotions that have come over the last month. I've felt fear, doubt, excitement, joy, anxiety, regret, love, etc... However at this point all I can feel is an overwhelming feeling of gratitude. As we knelt and prayed in our apartment for the last time earlier today I was absolutely overtaken with this feeling of gratitude. That's all I can feel right now is how grateful I am to my Heavenly Father for the uncountable blessings He has given me. I cannot begin to tell you how much I've been blessed with on my mission. I can look back and see all the miracles, the healings, the times we were given the perfect things to say, the times we were guided to exactly the right place, and the times we were able to see lives change. All of these were gifts from God. He gave them to me. 

I know that I could not have made it to this point if it were not for the help of God. There were many times on this mission where the atonement carried me because I was too weak to walk alone. I know Jesus Christ lives. I know he suffered for me. I know that through his atonement I can have everlasting life and peace. I love him so much. I know he wants to help each of us. He is a perfect brother. He is more than willing to help us, heal us, and comfort us if we are willing to come to him. That is always his invitation. Just come. I know that there is no sin, addiction, pain, doubt, or affliction that cannot be completely repaired by the atonement of Jesus Christ. 

I know this is Christ's church. I have learned that there is so much good in every church. They are not evil. However, we have the fullness of the gospel. We have the Holy Priesthood of God and we can do the sacred ordinances necessary for our salvation and exaltation. I know Joseph Smith is truly a prophet of God. I know he saw a vision of our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I know he was called by Jesus Christ to restore the priesthood, priesthood keys, and organization of the original church Christ established on the earth. We can know this is true by reading the Book of Mormon. I know it is history of the people who existed in the Americas. I know it is true. I know it was translated by Joseph Smith through the power of God. I have read the Book of Mormon and when I read it every day I am happier. I feel more confident. 

I am so honored to be a missionary. I am so grateful for all the people I've met. I've made some of the best friends of my life here. I know without a doubt that this is God's work. I know that it is not solely the responsibility of those who wear black tags to find, teach, ad baptize. It is a covenant we all made to do when we were baptized. We all must share the gospel. Heavenly Father has prepared a place for every single one of His children in the Celestial Kingdom. He needs our help to bring them back home. In 3 Nephi 17:7, Jesus Christ says, "Have ye any that are sick among you? Bring them hither. Have ye any that are lame, or blind, or halt, or maimed, or leprous, or that are withered, or that are deaf, or that are afflicted in any manner? Bring them hither and I will heal them, for I have compassion upon you; my bowels are filled with mercy." We need to bring them to Christ. That's all we need to do! Christ will do the rest. I know that as we do that we will be filled with the greatest blessings we can receive because we are fulfilling God's purpose, which is to "bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man. (Moses 1:39)" 

I love my mission so much. I'm going to miss it. It truly has been the best two years of my life. I am so grateful for the wonderful gift it's been. I love my Heavenly Father. I know He lives. I testify of this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Elder Erik Kapp

Goodbye Pictures

One More Week...

Hey everyone,

I have one more week... I can't believe I'm here. We had such a great week last week.

I had my exit interview last week. That was really weird. We have a general authority coming next week so we got bumped up a week. That was really great. President Thomas gave some really great advice and I came out feeling a lot more confident about coming home. 

We had our final district meeting. It went really well. We did a little breakfast before. It was a lot of fun! 

At Edson Range we had a return missionary bring 5 nonmembers with him! Elder Eddins and I pulled them all out with us and we had a group lesson. It was so much fun! We were able to commit all of them to read the Book of Mormon and pray if it is true. They also said if they came to know it is true they would be baptized! Later I pulled two of them out for another lesson. I asked them what they thought their purpose in life was and they both at the same time said, "That's why I am here." It was so cool! The spirit was so strong and they were both able to understand and grow their faith in the plan of salvation.

We taught Dylan yesterday! He's doing so well! He's been reading and praying. He wasn't able to come to church yesterday, but we still were able to have a lesson. We talked about receiving answers to our prayers. He committed to pray and ask God if the gospel is true and if he should get baptized! It was awesome! We're excited for our lesson next week!

I have such a strong testimony of this work. I know God lives and He loves us.

Lesson with Dylan and McKayla

                            The sky was pretty cool all week.

Saying goodbye to Zac Wilson and Ivan Moreno

Playing some pool this morning!

Getting Gators @ Sacrament

This has been another wonderful week. I am so grateful for the miracles and success we've been able to see all the way up to the end. 

Dylan Coopman is doing well! He came to church with us yesterday! We were bummed he didn't stay all 3 hours, but we found out he and his girlfriend went to the temple grounds. So we are cool with it! We'll be meeting with him during the week. 

Eric came to church too! Man, that was so cool! He and his girlfriend stayed all 3 hours and we had a lesson after with the Valley Center sisters, his girlfriend, and Jake Linville from our ward. It was super good! We talked about how God answers our prayers. He has had a pretty tough life and said he prayed a lot as a kid but never got answers. However, he committed to pray every say and read the Book of Mormon. He said the closing prayer, which was awesome! It was very real. It was as if he was talking to God face to face. He said in his prayer, "It's been a while... Last time I did this I didn't hear from you, so if you could answer me this time that'd be great. If you could show me a sign in... You know... The next few days or so that'd be cool... Then I can get baptized by the Sisters, and Kapp, and Halstead.... And Jake can come too if he's not busy!" It was awesome! I feel like he'll for sure get baptized. He participated all throughout church. He's just super busy, so it will probably happen when I'm home.

Yesterday was my last fast Sunday and I bore my last testimony in sacrament meeting. I wanted to share a bit of it. So over 2 years ago I was preparing for my mission. The original plan was to leave straight out of high school. When the time came, I didn't feel ready. I wanted to prepare more. Another tough variable was the fact my brother was coming home from his mission that December. Around September I felt like I needed to put my papers in. I was super nervous. I felt like I should just wait for Jake to get home. I prayed about it and felt that I needed to put them in. I felt a confirmation that I'd never regret leaving when I did. I ended up leaving 3 weeks before my brother got home. Though I've missed my brother my whole mission, I've always had a distinct peace about the timing of everything. The way it all worked out was perfect. I met a priest who was struggling to decide to serve a mission because of financial and family circumstances within my first couple weeks in the field. My trainer asked him to start coming out with us each week. He came out with us at least once every other week the 4.5 months I was there. The day after I left the area he reported to the MTC. He told me and my companion that he felt like we got called there specifically for him. Throughout my whole mission I have questioned God's timing. In every single one of my area's I've asked to stay before getting transferred. EVERY TIME!!! I am so grateful I got to move around so much on my mission. I know that I have accomplished all Heavenly Father had for me to do in each of my areas. I have asked and felt Him accept my service. I just want to encourage everyone to trust the Spirit and trust God's timing. All the best things in life take time. They take work. I know that as we follow the Spirit and continue to keep the commandments we have no reason to fear. We can live with a constant confidence and joy because we are doing the will of God. 

I love this mission. 

Elder Kapp